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The situation became worse. It went far more terrible than I thought. From okay to better and now comes to worse. I have no eyes to see. Close my eyes, see no evil, feel no evil. Simple and easy. That’s it. I prefer straight forward …
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乐
确实自己并不伟大但牺牲一切为大家作一个小小的决定好让自己不开心也没关系只要看见其他人为这个决定而开心那自己也会开心快乐 前面的路途遥远坎坷怎么艰难都好都要继续的走下去也要开心的走下去 希望大家开心快乐。
Mental blocked
I really can’t stand this and I am going crazy. Very stress and mentally exhausted right now. How can you memorize all the bacteria and microbiology terms?! I know I am not strong and I am not tough… and now…I am really bursting…I just can’t …
Best Friend
Best Friend – kiroro もう大丈夫心配ないと 泣きそうな私の側でいつも変わらない笑顔で ささやいてくれたﾜだ まだ まだ やれるよ”,”だっていつでも輝いてる”時には急ぎすぎて 見失う事もあるよ”,”仕方ない”ずっと見守っているからって笑顔でいつものように抱きしめたあなたの笑顔に 何度助けられただろうありがとう ありがとう Best Friend こんなにたくさんの幸せ感じる時間は 瞬間でここにいるすべての仲間から 最高のプレゼントまだ まだ まだ やれるよ”,”だっていつでも みんな側にいる”きっと今ここで やりとげられること”,”どんなことも力に変わる”ずっと見守っているからって笑顔でいつものように抱きしめたみんなの笑顔に 何度助けられただろうありがとう ありがとう Best Friend 時には急ぎすぎて 見失う事もあるよ 仕方ないずっと見守っているからって笑顔でいつものように抱きしめたあなたの笑顔に 何度助けられただろうありがとう ありがとう Best Friend ずっと ずっと ずっと Best Friend
the never ending works
I really can’t believe myself. Everyday I have to deal with those reports. Just now I’ve mend one. I printed it out yesterday and very satisfied with my whole reports. This morning, the lecturer said this cannot that cannot, must add more, this and that, bla bla bla. I have to do it once again, re-do some parts and print it out. That really takes me a lot of time.
And now, I am dealing with her tutorial works. Every night I have to stay up here until 2 to 3am to do these “unfinishable” and never ending works. Sometimes, even late til my parents will just turn in and ask me to go to bed. How can I leave all these behind and go to bed?! However, I really can’t finish them. The worst is that, I don’t even have time to read my books, lecture notes and stuff. Exam is around the corner. I feel like dying. And I am really wanted to die.
I can’t bear to fail any of the subjects in the exam. That will really gonna kill me if that really happen. my future will gone. I need more time, please gimme extra 24 hours, no, 48 hours, no… I need a lot more to complete those reports, works, notes, and lecture notes. Honestly, I haven’t started to read any of the lecture notes. A month passed since the start of this course. I really feel like dying. I need to stop the time. Can I?
Java?! What’s that?!
What a big problem I am having now. Okay, I am trying to complete a piece of java assignment for my friend as the due date for this piece of assignment is soon arrived. Coming week, if I am not mistaken. At first, I thought …
