My Story

I really can’t believe myself. Everyday I have to deal with those reports. Just now I’ve mend one. I printed it out yesterday and very satisfied with my whole reports. This morning, the lecturer said this cannot that cannot, must add more, this and that, bla bla bla. I have to do it once again, re-do some parts and print it out. That really takes me a lot of time.

And now, I am dealing with her tutorial works. Every night I have to stay up here until 2 to 3am to do these “unfinishable” and never ending works. Sometimes, even late til my parents will just turn in and ask me to go to bed. How can I leave all these behind and go to bed?! However, I really can’t finish them. The worst is that, I don’t even have time to read my books, lecture notes and stuff. Exam is around the corner. I feel like dying. And I am really wanted to die.

I can’t bear to fail any of the subjects in the exam. That will really gonna kill me if that really happen. my future will gone. I need more time, please gimme extra 24 hours, no, 48 hours, no… I need a lot more to complete those reports, works, notes, and lecture notes. Honestly, I haven’t started to read any of the lecture notes. A month passed since the start of this course. I really feel like dying. I need to stop the time. Can I?

It has been a long time since my last post here. Let me count, almost a month?! Well, finally, I have started my course. It’s not what I always want. However, that can be said as my second choice (I think).

Tired. I am extremely tired. Before May, I have had a very nice holiday and used them to the fullness. I even felt time is not enough for me during the holiday. Now, it’s worse. I don’t have enough time at all! This week have to finish a lab report. Well, that’s fine I think but it’s not. It turns out that there are lots to write in that report. The diagrams are driving me crazy. I have to draw and colour them. Besides that, I have to prepare for my next week’s test. 3 tests at the same week! Can you believe that? Not only the test, there are 2 lab reports to be done next week and also the draft for assignments. Oh god! Moreover, my lecturer remembers my name! Nightmaresss! Please stop calling my name.

Worst of all, my dark eye circle is getting darker and deeper. Last month, I don’t have them. I felt glad that my dark eye circle is almost varnished. Sigh… things don’t go well; I have to do household chores too. Hmmm, I don’t think that’s a burden as I am used to them. 3 tests at the same week. I don’t think I manage to read all and do well in my test. Tests carry marks. Just hope that I manage to vomit out stuff.

I want holidaysss. I wish my life can get back to normal. And hope I won’t fall asleep in the class again!

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Good luck to chingie for coming final
Good luck to tingie for coming mid term / final (I forgot which, sorry)
Good luck to khee for having exams this week
Good luck to everyone

Jia you! ~